My Truth: My Journey Toward Servant Leadership 

St. Cyp’s Church. Roxbury, MA


“St. Cyp’s” and “Fergie.” They were the loving nicknames of our mother church, our family church — that is St. Cyprian’s Episcopal Church and our pastor thereThe Rev. David Leroy Ferguson. Those nicknames speak to the extent that our faith community was our community, an integral part of our extended family, our village. 

St. Cyp’s was a product of white racismAs former British colonials, almost everyone in Boston’s West Indian immigrant community was a member of the worldwide Anglican Communion and had an unwavering tradition of Sunday worship. However, these early 20th century Caribbean immigrants worshiped in the evening, unlike most churches  

WhyA large number of Boston’s West Indian community, especially women, were employed as live-in, domestic servants and nannies in the homes of Boston’s wealthyTheir schedules were such that they were unable to gather for Sunday worship until Sunday evening, after they had served the traditional mid-afternoon Sunday meal to their employers. 

For a few years, these early West Indian pioneers gathered for Sunday worship services in the basement of Boston’s historic Episcopal Church of Advent  in Boston’s downtown Back Bay neighborhood. 

One Sunday, according to my parents and others, following Sunday evening lay-led worship service, Black parishionerJohn Bynoe, Sr., who had worshiped there earlier that eveningreturned to the church to retrieve his misplaced hat. Mr. Bynoe found more than his hat. He found a white Advent parishioner fumigating their recently vacated worship area. These Black parishionernever returned to Advent.  

This racist act by God’s creations did not diminish the strength of this immigrant community’s faith. Instead, they relied upon a tradition, well known to Black people, no matter what their cultural background: survival in a hostile environment.   


For a while, these West Indian Christians worshiped in the parlor (living room) of a Black Harvard University medical student. Soon afterward, upon learning of their lay-led worship services, the bishop of the Diocese of Massachusetts, in order to provide these devout believers with spiritual and financial support, formally organized them as St. Cyprian’s Episcopal Mission(AEpiscopal mission is diocesan-supported church entity which operates under the direct oversight of the bishop.) 

St. Cyprian Patron Saint

The Mission’s Patron Saint was St. Cyprianan early Christian theologian and bishop who ministered to the Christians of North Africa during a time they were being persecuted by Rome.) 

Later, Fergie, an AfricanAmerican priest with no prior relationship with Boston’s insular West Indian immigrant community, was assigned as their pastor. Fergie was a great listener. He and those under his spiritual and pastoral care clicked almost immediately. 

In 1921, under Fergie’s leadership, with Ma and Dad among its founding members, St. Cyprian’s Episcopal Missionbecame one of Boston’s first churches to be built bBlack people. The church is located on Tremont Street in Roxbury. Eventually, the mission became St. Cyprian’s Episcopal Church, achieving parish status when it became fully self-supporting.  

It was a celebratory occasion when, in 1946, St. Cyp’s  mortgage was burned at a Sunday evening service. vividly remember that historic momentBut us kids in the Men & Boys Choir, who had to sing that evening, didn’t share the congregation’s celebratory mood. We were really put out. After all, we reasoned, why did we have to return for a second service that day? They could have combined everything in the usual morning serviceAfter all, we boys had other important fun things to do. Justice was denied us that evening. 

Truth be told, in my opinion at least, Fergie was a lousy preacher. His sermons were bland and forgettable. His pastoral skills, however, were superb. In later years some people complained that he delegated too much decision-making to the founding members of the church. Maybe Fergie was a smarter than we thought, deferring to those who had given so much to the growth of St. Cyp’s.  

In any event, Fergie sure loved us kids, and for that, even his harshest critics praised him no end. 



Drum & Bugle Corps
Crispus Attucks Parade
Roxbury, MA Mar. 1938


We had well-dressed Drum & Bugle Corps at St. Cyp‘s. My brother Calvin played the drum and Earl Redway, our future brother-in-law, played the bugleDressed in blue jackets, white shirts, tie, tan pants and wearing blue berets, the St. Cyp’s corps was always the highlight of Boston’s annual Crispus Attucks Parade. Wearing his black fedora, Fergie walked alongside St. Cyp’s musicians in the parade.  Oh, you should have heard the girls screaming as the corps marched along Columbus Avenue. The girls screamed like others celebrated the Beatles in the 1960’s.  

At least 14 members of our Drum & Bugle Corps’ saw combat during World War II. Some, such as Earl Redway, were members of the Tuskegee Airmen. Calvin was a Buffalo Soldier in ItalyEach survived the war unscathed, physically, that is.  

The soldiers regularly wrote letters to Fergie from unknown locations overseas, and Fergie read every single letter from the pulpit. My family burst with pride when he read Calvin’s letters. Like those of all other service members stationed overseas, his letters were heavily censored and made no mention of his whereabouts or activities. They focused on looking forward to returning home, being “busy” and sending good wishes to everyone.  

Singing in the Men & Boys Choir was not an option for kids of my age. It was a rite of passage. We found Pop Barrows, the choirmaster, just plain unjustor so we thought. He insisted that we be prompt and rehearse for a lifetime (a whole hour and a half) on Wednesday afternoonsin addition to rehearsing with the men Sunday mornings before regular worship service. 

Pop Barrows was so unfair that one day, Gene Wolcott – my friend who would become Honorable Louis Farrakhan of the Nation of Islam  and I decided to take matters into our own hands and sabotage choir practice; we stuffed the piano with prayer books. Our reasoning was simple: No piano, no rehearsal, and we’d all go home to more important things – play. Our strategy didn’t work. Our logic was flawed in its conception and execution. Pop Barrows hit a piano key, silently, looked inside the piano, wordlessly removed the books and, with absolutely no show of emotion, continued as if nothing was out of the ordinary.   

Lesson learned? Sometimes you’ve just gotta go along with the program  no matter how unjust  and fight the battle another day. 



Gene, incidentallywas celebrated at the 50th anniversary of the burning of that mortgage. (didn’t have the opportunity to remind him about our childhood prank.)  He insisted that everyone continue to call him “Gene” and spoke movingly of the impact of St. Cyp’s and Fergie upon his life, in terms of character-building and friendships.  Like many others, Gene was and will alwaybe a part of our St. Cyp’s family and a friend 

Other, less well-known kids of our group of first-generation Americans worshiping at St. Cyp’s went on to achieve a degree of success in their chosen fields.    

  • Jimmy Silcott graduated with me from Howard University, Class of 1954, with a degree in architecture. Decades later, he would successfully sue Los Angeles County for millions of dollars in a race discrimination case. He pledged a million dollars to Howard University.   
  • Frank Silvera graduated from my alma mater, Boston English High School, and became a successful Hollywood and television actor. He was fair-complexioned man, and although he was often cast in non-stereotypical roles as Mexican or Italian, he never denied his Blackness and mentored countless Black actors until his death.  
  • Frank Clarke was recognized on ABC News as Man of the Week in the 1990s for his charitable work in the Los Angeles area.  
  • Baron H. Martin and David Nelson became Massachusetts state and federal judges, respectively. 
  • Milton Roye, one of my earliest friends and a fellow member of the Spartans, became one of Boston’s top auto mechanics. Milton still lives in our old neighborhood and we talk regularly 
  • Charlie Frazier became one of the first Black reporters for the New York Times, using the byline C. Gerald Frazier 
  • Peter Bynoe became a part owner of the NBA’S Denver Nuggets.  
  • George Forsytha childhood friend oCalvin’swho called me his little brother,” became Massachusetts first Black television broadcaster. George was part of the historic Battle of the Bulge in World War II and, until his death, carried a faded photo of his fellow Sherman tank crew members in his wallet. It was dangerous being inside a Sherman tank – both Germans and Americans called them, “Ronsons” because, like the cigarette lighters, they lit up almost instantly when they were hit by the much more heavily armored German Panzer tanks.   

As for me, I’m what known as a “cradle Episcopalian,” an Episcopalian since birth. Like the founders of St. Cyp’s, I’ve seen racism in my church first-handat St. John’s Episcopal Hospitala segregated church hospital in the Bedford-Stuyvesant section of BrooklynNew York; at the then-segregated Lovett School in Atlanta, a school that denied admission to Martin Luther King, Jr.’s child, Dexter; at St. John’s  Episcopal Church in Savannah, Georgia that once refused to admit Black people into its worship services.  

Still, I’ve never lost sight of the lessons I learned from the likes of Fergie and the founders of St. Cyp’s.  The most important is to hold fast to your core values and work to change the world according to them. Ambassador Franklyn H. Williams, one of my mentors in the 1970’s, once told me, “Lloyd, you can do one of three things with a messed-up system: You can burn it. You can ignore it. You can work to improve it.  I’ve worked to improve it.  

St. John’s Episcopal Hosp. Brooklyn, NY Jul 1962. Lloyd, 3d right
Photo credit. NY Times.

Over the years, I’ve strived to be a part of moving the Episcopal Church forwardSome say, “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.” I say, “If it’s broke, fix it.”  With others, I’ve confronted inequality when I’ve seen it.  joined with others in nonviolent direct-action protests. I’ve served in elective and appointed leadership positions in social-action organizations.  I remember especially the time we demonstrated in front of the Episcopal Diocese of Long Island’s segregated St. John’s Episcopal Hospital – that action was memorialized in the above photo from the New York Times. 

The story of my Mother Church is more that living testimony to its founders’ faith, grit, and hope. It’s a story all too well-known to Black people — surviving and eventually prevailing in a hostile environment.  

It’s a challenge for almost every Black person todayit hasn’t gone away with the decades since the founding of St. Cyp’s. It’s a challenge beyond the walls of religious institutions. How do we translate adversity and our inevitable anger and use our gifts to act for the greater good? It’s a question I struggle to answer almost every day.  

Today, St. Cyp’s remains a beacon of hope to people who believe that the service begins, not when you enter the church building, but when you leave the church building.   

St. Cyp’s remains at its original location, 1073 Tremont Street in Roxbury. Next time you visit Boston, visit St. Cyp’s and tell them one of its children sent you. 


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